29.7.09

erm...the day dat i never expect happen even once in my life..but its my destiny..redha dgn ketentuan ALLAH..mayb there is some reason why all dis happen..but sometimes its make me down..after everything dat i have through together wif him..it still means nothing..why??i alraedy do da best in dis relation..not blaming to anybody...mayb the mistake is also from me..but...what i know..i've been all out..he never saw dat..and im very sure..he never appreciate me as me appreciate him!!btw...thanx 4 being a part of life..even it short..mayb the time is not enough..as a human being..we must appreciate watever we have..

huhuh

today is wonderful day for me...hanging out with him even only go to national library in kl..but it so sweet for me...he came from sentul and take me in puchong..help me make some research for my assignment..how can u guys imagine..everything he do for me...but im felt sorry for him...bcoz..im never hanging out together with him...i mean only two of us..at the first date..i came together with my baby..accompany him to have a lunch even im fasting..huhuh...then the second date hanging out together with syiera..have some lunch together and that time...we go to shah alam..what are romantic and im very sure that can count the couple who take their patner to the mousqe..hehhe...we go to Masjid Sultan Abd Aziz in Shah Alam..hehhe..have solat together..huhu...really mizz that time..im happy to have him as mine..but are so funny here is..every time we have our date..there are always my frenz join us..somtimes i think what he will say to me..until this evening..actually he invite me to have some reunion with his fren in Wangsa Maju but..it was cancelled cause he dun want my fren go back home by bus..he always want to make me happy because my fren is everything for me..he send my fren go home..then he take me to giant..to buy some chocolate for me..as his promise..hehe...finally..we are alone..ate ice-cream together..so sweet!huhh...miss him so much and im lucky to have him in my life....

happinest is mine!!!

hhuhuhu....4.7.2009...date that i know him...nothing special about him..mayb he treat me nicely...there is long time 4 me 2 forget some1..tp...knl dia buat aku rasa mcm da lama kenal dia..entala.mayb dia ek kot..tau mcmna nak lyn ak ni..dala ak ni byk songeh sket..mula2 mmg susah nak rapat dgn dia..can u imagine??dia ckp kntek dgn ak rimas...adoiiii...mati la..sejak ari 2 aku stat jauhkan diri dari dia..tp yg besnya...dia cari ak lak.hehehhe..bangga ak jap.sapa suh...kunun2 nak limit msg dgn ak la...tup2 dia yg xble nak tido...xble klu xkntk dgn ak..padan muka!pasal adik lak..ari 2 mama ckp adik dpt keja..bla da sampai ari nak g keja 2...ada masalah laa...company 2 bkn nak cari clerk..tapi nak cr pegawai pemasaran..dorg pilih adik ak.tp masalahnya adik ak xkonfiden dia dpt buat job 2..so dia tarik diri...bkn sng nak dpt keja 2..tp apa ble buat..bkn rezeki adik ak...dia xkonfiden ble handle job 2..sbb responsible job 2 besar sgt..mayb pada org yg berusia 20thun keatas senangla..tp adik br 17thun..tlalu muda..so xdela desak dia sgt..keja adik...kena deal dgn boss2 besar..jumpa klien..adik xda konfident g..xpela..pas2 mama ckp..nak masukkan adik kat ptpl..amik dip...mcm besa..mama akan tnya opinion aku n abang..klu bg pihak ak..ok je..tp pihak abang lak..dia xberapa setuju..abang suh adik masuk ilp..pas2 continue kat ciast..ntala...skrg ni...suma kptsan kat tangan adik.cian dia...dia da lama duk umah..da bosan duk umah..wish she got the best 4 her future...diala satu2nya adik ak..klu bkn ak n abang yg amik tau...sapa lg???!