waiting...and will keep waiting...

Today…almost a month he left me…im try 2 forget him…but I can’t even it tried it..day by day..it become worse to me…why??actually I miss him so much…I can lied to my fren about my feeling..but I can’t lied my own feeling..that I love and miss him so much…until now…I still remember him..what suppose I to do forget him??i dun want he lost from my mind..and I always pray that he will keep inside my mind for the rest of my life…and I hope he will do so..there is a lots of memories between me and him..i cant stop from thinking him…I always pretend that I already forget him in front of my fren..but actually..i miss him so much..now..i lost him..not only in my life..i’ve tried contacted him but..i guess he already change his number to avoid me from contact him..im still wait for him…I can’t throw him out from my life…I’ve promise to myself for not forget him…and I always waiting for him…how can I forget him??although we have same birth sign on our right arm…that was a accidently happen without we know before we starting the relationship..we only know after we hang out together..i saw his first then I told him about mine..that’s so sweet to remember…I still remember..he request me to made two sampan kertas when I came back to Sabah in the early of our relation which is in May..he ask me to wrote down his name inside the sampan and my name inside the other sampan then leave them to across the river..actually I wrote our name inside the both of the sampan…so that’s mean..the sampan and also another sampan have both name…I made it special for him..the reason why he ask me to made it…only to know which sampan will be the first across the river..to know how much I love him…that is so sweet right??but I put our name inside the both of the sampan..with the meaning..i will always with him..and never left him behind…it’s the intro in our relation..i gave him a simple bufday card..and wrote down how lucky I am to have him..and thank him bcoz choosing me to be his soulmate...I still remember when he talked with my lovely mak long and tell her how much he love me…and promise to taking good of me..there is a lots of memories about us..and I can’t simply forget him just like that..i share my feeling to make he know..how much I care n love him… and im still wait…and wait!